What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

Just wanted to put it out there

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

How do I get off Paxil?

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

and I’m such a picky eater

I’m wondering about attachment and transference with the therapist and the idea of escape and fantasy? How much do you think your strong feelings, constant thoughts, desires to be with your therapist are a way to escape from your present life? I wonder if the transference serves another purpose than to show us our wounds and/or past experiences, but is a present coping strategy for managing what we don’t want to face (even if unconsciously) in the present—-current relationships, life circumstances, etc. Can anyone relate to this concept of escape in relation to their therapy relationship? How does this play out for you?

I hate myself so much

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

What are mean nicknames to call my sister? She is always so mean to me.

My body my voice, especially my voice

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

Why does an older married man turn bisexual?

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

Why do people who were very kind and loving once become cold-hearted?

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

Do you believe that the portrayal of smoking in films and music videos contributes to the glamorization of cigarettes in society?

And she ate half of the popcorn

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

Why do liberals think same-sex marriage is alright? The Bible makes it very clear that it's not alright to be gay, why can't liberals understand that?

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

What are some examples of a threat to democracy in India?

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

They’re both small dogs

What are some hard truths that MAGA needs to hear?

I can’t anymore I just hate it

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

The unexpected mental health consequences of veganism, according to medical research - VegOut

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

Likes we’re not siblings

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

Why would Joseph Smith say that polygamy was God's law?

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

Do most men prefer curvy women or skinny women?

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

Do you think Lady Gaga and Celine Dion have rehearsed separately for their performance at the Olympics opening ceremony?

About all my friends

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

Idk tbh

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

I think

I hate it

I want to be a boy

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

I want to but I can’t

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time